fuck this shit. are you fucking kidding me??? you are going to block websites that are actually beneficial to our education but you dont block twitter or youtube?!?! THIS FUCKING STUPID!!!!!!! i hate the school system. now what am i supposed to do? actually work on class? I THINK NOT!!!!!
peace and love and irateness
al
staring down the barrel of a loaded gun:)
Monday, March 12, 2012
nonmatching fingernails
allstate nominations come out today.
i dont think i made it. i mean i had a good improv, obviously because i got straight ones.
but i just dont think that it is allstate material.
and if you read the judges comments, you would think the same.
i was so disappointed that i got a 2 for my poetry.
i put my heart and soul into that performance, and that makes me feel good that i did that but it still sucks i got a two.
just a footnote.
i dont want to make a big deal about this because i dont want to get sued for my right to free speech, but i think this cyber bullying assembly is stupid. especially since its just for the juniors and seniors. i mean, its not like us seniors even care. we have 2 months left. do it for the younger kids who might actually learn something. ugh. there is so much i want to say but i dont want to be sued for degredation of character, because there is no way in hell that im deleting my blog. if you dont like it, dont get on here and read it. plain and simple.
on a good note, i leave in roughly 5 days and 14 hours. how freakin awesome is that.
and its supposed to be nice up there. like upper sixties. and it doesnt look like its going to rain, so that is awesome too.
and im having a bon fire the night before leave and im getting my nails done for my birthday.
and i like this one kid and he is super cute.
he makes me tingle inside.
i was jumping around my kitchen last night when we were talking on skype.
and melanie was making fun of me. :(
but its ok thought because he is just so darn cute! and i kinda like him a lot.
i have known him for a while. well almost a year. and he is one person that i can talk to all the time about random ass crap and he is just chatting away with me, not judging or anything.
so cross all yo fingers about that.
well i dont really have anything else to talk about. so yeah.
peace and love.
al.
i dont think i made it. i mean i had a good improv, obviously because i got straight ones.
but i just dont think that it is allstate material.
and if you read the judges comments, you would think the same.
i was so disappointed that i got a 2 for my poetry.
i put my heart and soul into that performance, and that makes me feel good that i did that but it still sucks i got a two.
just a footnote.
i dont want to make a big deal about this because i dont want to get sued for my right to free speech, but i think this cyber bullying assembly is stupid. especially since its just for the juniors and seniors. i mean, its not like us seniors even care. we have 2 months left. do it for the younger kids who might actually learn something. ugh. there is so much i want to say but i dont want to be sued for degredation of character, because there is no way in hell that im deleting my blog. if you dont like it, dont get on here and read it. plain and simple.
on a good note, i leave in roughly 5 days and 14 hours. how freakin awesome is that.
and its supposed to be nice up there. like upper sixties. and it doesnt look like its going to rain, so that is awesome too.
and im having a bon fire the night before leave and im getting my nails done for my birthday.
and i like this one kid and he is super cute.
he makes me tingle inside.
i was jumping around my kitchen last night when we were talking on skype.
and melanie was making fun of me. :(
but its ok thought because he is just so darn cute! and i kinda like him a lot.
i have known him for a while. well almost a year. and he is one person that i can talk to all the time about random ass crap and he is just chatting away with me, not judging or anything.
so cross all yo fingers about that.
well i dont really have anything else to talk about. so yeah.
peace and love.
al.
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
[important document enclosed]
i hope the title made you all want to read this because, well its important. maybe not to you. but it definitely is to me.
i have decided that i dont thank any of my friends enough for what they do. so i have decided im going to make a list of 100 things that my friends do that make me happy.
and im counting down to the most important one. the rest are in no specific order..
100. i can act however around you and you still accept me.
99. you can trust me.
98. i can trust you.
97. you make me smile just by looking at me.
96. when you have nothing else to do, you come to my house.
95. you like my toast.
94. you bug me when i'm asleep.
93. you tell me your problems (not the same as 99)
93. i can tell you embarassing things about me.
92. you dont judge me.
91. i can call you at any point in time and you will answer.
90. if im in the mood to argue, you will fight with me over the dumbest things.
89. always supporting me.
88. if i have a stupid question, you dont laugh.... for too long.
87. you laugh at my dumb jokes.
86. you still like me even though i'm brutely honest.
85. you tell me if i look fat in stuff.
84. always telling me i'm beautiful.
83. you laugh at me when i'm mad, which helps me calm my mood.
82. hugs. lots of hugs.
81. but then you give me my space when i need it.
80. you play games with me in college class.
79. you can keep my monkeying 20 minutes after the joke was told.
78. you compliment me on stuff i know im not good at.
77. you hold my hand in public, even tho we look like lezbians.
76. you are probably gettin bored right now but you will read on just to get to a part that is probably about you.:)
75. we can sit in a room and not talk but it isnt awkward.
74. we laugh at indianola kids.
73. you laugh at scary parts in movies which makes me laugh.
72. none of you are the same, and thats what makes our group work.
71. you tell me im not black.
70. you try to use my catch phrase because you are jealous that you dont have one.
69. heehhee
68. you will all laugh at that ^^
67. you laugh silently at almost ALL my jokes. especially one cassidy hates.
65. you laugh at the fact Galvin was a cow... for and hour.
64. you will wear heels with me to school on a whim.
63. you deal with my farts.
62. you deal with my stinky feet.
61. i can bum rides off of you.
60. i can steal you from your house and you are willing to stay for like 4 days.
59. you can use the right their, there, they're.
58. you have good grammar just in general.
57. you will do my hair anytime.
56. you stop me from fighting with my parents.. well you try.
55. you say things funny which make me laugh.
54. you will do my nails.
53. you will do my toe nails.
52. you can take my crap that i am always dishing out.
51. you cuddle in bed with me.
50. im halfway done and im hoping you're still with me.
49. you yell at people who stare at us.
48. you come over if you are having boy problems.
47. or had an awesome night with a boy.
46. you will walk on my back.
45. you let me give you advice, knowing i cant even take my own.
44. i can tell you that you are a failure and you laugh.
43. i can yell and yell and yell at you, but all you say is "what's wrong?"
42. you call yourself this. and i dont know why.
41. you tell me i'm beautiful
40. you let me be sappy.
39. you let me cuss like a sailor.
38. you try not to judge me on my selection of guys
37. you look up strange things on urban dictionary.
36. you yell at people who dont use correct grammaah.
35. you wont judge the fact that i just said grammaah.
34. because you do the same thing.
33. MINNII COOOPAAAAHH.
32. someone will understand that.
31. and giggle.
30.ive done seventy things and now im boring myself.
29-11. fill in your own. im sure ive said some stuff.
10. you rock
9. i can cry on your shoulder.
8. yu are addicted to vampire diaries.
7. you will make fun of me for spelling you wrong^^^
6. we make fun of jr high kids together.
5. you are going to new york with me.
4. you love me.
3. i can get mushy with you.
2. you skype me at all hours of the night
AND
!!! 1 !!! you accept me for who i am, you will never try to change me.
and for all of those things i love all of you dearly.
thanks for always being by my side.
i wouldnt be the same person without yall
peace and love
al.
i have decided that i dont thank any of my friends enough for what they do. so i have decided im going to make a list of 100 things that my friends do that make me happy.
and im counting down to the most important one. the rest are in no specific order..
100. i can act however around you and you still accept me.
99. you can trust me.
98. i can trust you.
97. you make me smile just by looking at me.
96. when you have nothing else to do, you come to my house.
95. you like my toast.
94. you bug me when i'm asleep.
93. you tell me your problems (not the same as 99)
93. i can tell you embarassing things about me.
92. you dont judge me.
91. i can call you at any point in time and you will answer.
90. if im in the mood to argue, you will fight with me over the dumbest things.
89. always supporting me.
88. if i have a stupid question, you dont laugh.... for too long.
87. you laugh at my dumb jokes.
86. you still like me even though i'm brutely honest.
85. you tell me if i look fat in stuff.
84. always telling me i'm beautiful.
83. you laugh at me when i'm mad, which helps me calm my mood.
82. hugs. lots of hugs.
81. but then you give me my space when i need it.
80. you play games with me in college class.
79. you can keep my monkeying 20 minutes after the joke was told.
78. you compliment me on stuff i know im not good at.
77. you hold my hand in public, even tho we look like lezbians.
76. you are probably gettin bored right now but you will read on just to get to a part that is probably about you.:)
75. we can sit in a room and not talk but it isnt awkward.
74. we laugh at indianola kids.
73. you laugh at scary parts in movies which makes me laugh.
72. none of you are the same, and thats what makes our group work.
71. you tell me im not black.
70. you try to use my catch phrase because you are jealous that you dont have one.
69. heehhee
68. you will all laugh at that ^^
67. you laugh silently at almost ALL my jokes. especially one cassidy hates.
65. you laugh at the fact Galvin was a cow... for and hour.
64. you will wear heels with me to school on a whim.
63. you deal with my farts.
62. you deal with my stinky feet.
61. i can bum rides off of you.
60. i can steal you from your house and you are willing to stay for like 4 days.
59. you can use the right their, there, they're.
58. you have good grammar just in general.
57. you will do my hair anytime.
56. you stop me from fighting with my parents.. well you try.
55. you say things funny which make me laugh.
54. you will do my nails.
53. you will do my toe nails.
52. you can take my crap that i am always dishing out.
51. you cuddle in bed with me.
50. im halfway done and im hoping you're still with me.
49. you yell at people who stare at us.
48. you come over if you are having boy problems.
47. or had an awesome night with a boy.
46. you will walk on my back.
45. you let me give you advice, knowing i cant even take my own.
44. i can tell you that you are a failure and you laugh.
43. i can yell and yell and yell at you, but all you say is "what's wrong?"
42. you call yourself this. and i dont know why.
41. you tell me i'm beautiful
40. you let me be sappy.
39. you let me cuss like a sailor.
38. you try not to judge me on my selection of guys
37. you look up strange things on urban dictionary.
36. you yell at people who dont use correct grammaah.
35. you wont judge the fact that i just said grammaah.
34. because you do the same thing.
33. MINNII COOOPAAAAHH.
32. someone will understand that.
31. and giggle.
30.ive done seventy things and now im boring myself.
29-11. fill in your own. im sure ive said some stuff.
10. you rock
9. i can cry on your shoulder.
8. yu are addicted to vampire diaries.
7. you will make fun of me for spelling you wrong^^^
6. we make fun of jr high kids together.
5. you are going to new york with me.
4. you love me.
3. i can get mushy with you.
2. you skype me at all hours of the night
AND
!!! 1 !!! you accept me for who i am, you will never try to change me.
and for all of those things i love all of you dearly.
thanks for always being by my side.
i wouldnt be the same person without yall
peace and love
al.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
good news
so i was on Web MD and you'll never guess what i found. medicine for hyperinsulinism!!! im just checking stuff out and BAM there it is!!! its a medication to make the pancreas slow down the output of insulin!!! that would make my life.
just picture it.
me skinny.
ME.
SKINNY!!!
no more fat rolls. no more heart breaks when i go shopping for things.
i would be so pretty. not that i'm ugly right now but just think of it.
i would be so happy. i cant even describe how happy i would be.
that would make my life.
so now im going to get an appointment so i can ask someone about it.
prayers please!!
i really want this!
peace and love and skinny thoughts.
al.
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