staring down the barrel of a loaded gun:)

Monday, July 23, 2012

Confessions of a Mad Black Woman

fact: i found a boy that is simply amazing.
confession: i think im in love with him.

fact: im going to college this august
confession: im afraid its going to be too hard and im going to fail

fact: im going to be in the theatre program up there at college
confession: im afraid im going to be average when everyone else is great.

fact: im going to be in the choir
confession: i dont want everyone else to think i sound like a dying pokemon

fact: ive lost 13 pounds
confession: no matter how much i lose, i will never be skinny enough.

fact: lois is one of my best friends.
confession: sometimes i wish she wasnt goin to the same college i am

fact: lois is one of my best friends
confession: sometimes i think she is the only things that is going to get me through college.

fact: my dream is to be on Broadway
confession: ill probably never make it out of Iowa.

fact: my dad and mom fight a lot
confession: im afraid when i leave for college my dad is goin to seriously hurt my mom

fact: im ready for the fair to be over
confession: im not so ready for the fair to be over.

fact: i have tons of friends
confession: i feel like they dont ever miss me.

fact: we are all going to college this fall.
confession: i think we will drift apart even more than we already have. 

fact: my name is alexandra jolynn sudbrock
confession: i have no idea who i am anymore..

peace and love
al.