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i absolutely love my life at the moment. i play games like err'day in my college class. i work on my college class sometimes:) me and lo are getting good again. melanie still doesnt like her but she is gonna have to realize that lois has been in my life for a long time and that isnt going to change because we have a little tiff.
this is how me and lo's relationship goes:

we are like sisters
we talk all the time
we have an argument
we talk about each other behind their backs
(mainly me)
we ignore each other,
we hash it out
and we are back to the beginning

i cant help it if she doesnt like one of my best friends. i dont think she gets the bond me and lois have. all she sees her for is a psycho.

well guess what, if being in love with a guy so much she cant get him out of her head makes her a psycho, then i have been one too. she is just impulsive. she lives life on the edge. she doesnt get around no matter what people think of her. she is NOT a slut. just because she has made out with a handfull of guys, that is NOT slutty in my dictionary. she has made mistakes. who doesnt? i believe i have made more than her in my day. she just makes them in different places in her life than others. so what? think about some of the people we know. how many guys have they had sex with. way more than lois has ever dated. but you have the right to judge her? just because she was in love with austin.

when i was in love with joey and he didnt like me back, i didnt care. i kept trying. we hung out all the time. he was all i talked, thought, and dreamt about. does that mean when i was infatuated with him that i was a psycho. no i dont think so.

she is one of the best people ever. i can tell her any secret and i know that she wont tell it to anyone. and if she thinks im being a dumb bitch she will tell me. if she thinks im being stupid she will tell me. she has intuition like no one ive met. we can be 4 states away and she will know when im sad. all she needs to say is "night al" and im happy again.

i love my lu.

and if you have a problem with that, im not sorry.
everyone has friends that have friends that we dont like, but you know what
she is an always and forever.
get used to it.

oh and i have a question for all of you. why do we always take austin's side? for most of us lois has been in our lives WAY longer than him.
im sorry Carrie, but i believe in girl code and i think we should give her another chance.
at least i am.

LOIS I CHOOSE YOU!

sorry i didnt expect to go this way today but i just needed to get that out.
peace and love.
al.