"i hope you understand i have been waiting to leave ever since i learned that there are roads willing to take me any where i want to go"
I need to leave. I have to get away from Iowa. It has to be done. There isnt anything in Iowa big enough for what I need to accomplish in my life. I need theatre. I live for it. Its what keeps me going sometimes. Knowing that I can walk on stage and become a totally different person and not have to be me for a short period of time. I breath to entertain people. To make people laugh is what brings true joy to my life. I can't find what I'm looking for in the Hawkeye state. If I were Spencer, I would do the same thing she is doing. Staying right where she knows she belongs.
I dont know where I belong. I havent found that out yet. All I know is that I'm going to have to move far away to find it. My soul needs to wander. My feet need to walk where they dont know where they are going. My eyes need to see things that makes me never want to blink again. Corn is not that sight. Mountains? Maybe. Skyscrapers? Possibly. The Ocean? Sure.
This is for sure. I need to go.
This is also for sure: This scares the shit out of me.
peace, love and understanding
al.
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