im really hating this class. im so ready for these four days to be done with so i can be out of here and on to my college anatomy. IM SO FREAKING STOKED FOR THAT CLASS!!
so cassidy's birthday is tomorrow and im going to indianola to get her present after school and my chiropractor appointment. im really glad to finally go get my back corrected because it has been bothering me ever since we played chicken at state trap on june 3rd. thats like forever ago.
so today is the 15th. 3 months and 2 days until i am 18 and LEAVE FOR NEW YORK!!!!! im so superduper excited! i shall be getting a tat and then on to a 20 hr bus ride. and 5 days is the big city. im kinda nervous because i havent ever been out of the midwest. the farthest east i have ever gone is indiana, so im pretty sure im going to go into culture shock or something. we are seeing wicked on broadway and that is gonna be freaking sweeeeeeeeet!!!!! im just excited to like walk around NYC. and go to ellis island and all that junk. and my trip is all paid off and so that means im g0ing for real. theres no "well maybe, if i do enough fundraising" or "well.... we just dont have enough money for you to go, al" nope. none of that. i am going to new york 100% sure! and that is freaking awesome!
hmm i dont really know what else to talk about. well im starting to get really stressed about physics. im not sure if im going to pass the quarter and that is really bad. i mean i have speech in january and i HAVE to be elligible! i have to be! and i might not be and that scares me. i really am trying to understand it and get everything done but i was so far behind that its getting really close. if i do pass its going to be by the skin of my ass. and that isnt good. i dont want to let my speechers or Mrs. Krug down. i feel like a failure already because mrs krug couldnt count on me to be in the play last year and that really made me sad. i was elligible last year when that was done and thats what made it worse. and the semester test in there is going to be sketchy. cuz there was stuff i didnt understand in the middle of the year and its going to be on that and im goint to fail at that part and i have to pass the test to pass the semester. if i dont pass the semester there is no way in hell i can be in speech cuz then im out for a whole quarter. that would not be good at all. i would die.
i really want mrs jackson from my college to come down and see me and lois perform at speech so she can see how good at acting we are. wouldnt that be freaking awesome! yah!! woot woot.
well thats all for today
peace and love
al.
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