brain diarhea

im on the outside looking in.
looking at all those skinny girls.
why cant i be thin.
i get stares and glances.
and no boys ever
make advances.
all these girls
saying their fat.
how can you look in the mirror
and think that?
you can go into anywhere
and find clothes to fit.
you can look at a bench filled with people
and still find room to sit.

im on the outside looking in
i have always wanted to be thin
when i started school
being chubby was kinda cool
it was a phase that everyone went through.
but everyone thinned out as we grew.
i have always the biggest in the class.
the biggest gut and biggest ass.
people used to taunt me.
saying fat was not at all pretty.
now my friends say
you are beautiful in another way.
i have a nice personality
but when i go out into reality
i will judged by what they see
they wont get to know the real me
all they see is the outside wall
thinking the couch and the fridge is my all
i am a person too
just because im bigger than you
i do more than eat lots of food.

im tired of being on the outside looking in
im tired of always wanting to be thin
no matter what people tell me any day
i know i AM beautiful in every way
every one needs to realize that
there IS beauty in this fat
one day youll look at me from afar
and realize i am a star
youll say man she is great and
i want to be like her some day.

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peace and love
al.